Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Sometimes, I want you so much. But I am scared. I'm scared of being hurt and all those moody stuffs. I don't want such things. I just want to be free and happy. Perhaps I am scared of commitment. Or I am not ready? Sometimes I kept waiting for you. There are some moments that I want you so badly, wondering when are you going to say it to me. Whenever I have that imagination, I will quickly erase it from my mind. Lock my mind and throw away the key far far away so that nothing can penetrate into it. I am scared that one day you will go away from me if I don't make you mine. If you're meant for me, you won't go away right?