Friday, September 2, 2011

Hello kids.

Word of the day is

English : Mother poker
Bahasa Malaysia : Poker mak 


Thursday, September 1, 2011


Basically got nothing to blog about. I am stuck in the house for few days. Got nothing to do. Not yet go to my friend's open house. My sis in law still haven't give birth, and I suppose to meet him tomorrow. But.... now long story. Haiz he's not coming tomorrow. Postpone to next Monday or........ maybe will postpone till next Saturday??? (the day I go back to Perlis and we will meet each other there) wuarggggghhhhh :'( 

Helloooooo!!!! It's already been 46 days we didn't meet each other. The feeling is like my heart being stab by a knife. Few times. I know I am very 'qua jeong'. It means overreact. Hopefully tomorrow I will fly away from the cage.

And there's something bothering in my mind. Shouldn't think too much about it. Hmm...

Goodnight peeps. 

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Anxiously waiting

My sis in law is expected to give birth either tonight or tomorrow. She's in the Hospital Slim River right now. Anxiously waiting. Me as an auntie also nervous, what about my brother and the future mommy? For sure they will be more nervous.   

If the baby comes out tonight before 12a.m, he's gonna be Merdeka baby. The advantages are he will get a certificate and presents from the hospital. But, my mum told me according to the Chinese calender, if the baby comes out today, his Chinese birth date will clash with my sis in law's Chinese birth date and it's not that very good. I am not sure about that, so no matter the baby will come out tonight or tomorrow, I just wish the baby and my sis in law will be alright. That's the most important. 

I wonder how the baby will look like. His eyes, nose, mouth, hair, skin tone and etc will follow my sis in law or my brother? Aihhhhh, can't wait. 

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Cannons at Kg.Talang

It's a tradition for the Malays at Talang Village to celebrate the Raya eve with firing cannons. The ceremony starts from the midnight and ends around 6 a.m. 

The battle between 3 to 4 villages begins...

I am not sure which side of the village we are. Here are some of the pictures of last night.

Last but not least,

to all my Muslim friends out there. 
May this raya is blissful and a great one.

PS/ Photos courtesy of Shahir Zulkefli.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Panic attack!

Suddenly just realize that next saturday I have to go back perlis. Why time pass by so fast. I am not ready yet to go back there, after 4 months holidays.

What is your smurf name?

 So I try to play this. Wondering what is my smurf name because the cartoon is cute and blue. I got 'Sniffy Smurf'. So sad.

 Then I try his name, he got 'Lovable Smurf''. Auwwwww...

I'm not satisfied, that's why I try it again and I got 'Fuzzy Smurf''. I'm not sniffy and fuzzy. Auwuwuwuwuwu sobs sobs.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Be mature

I admit that i cant control my emotion. He said to me "be mature emotionally". I also don't want to fight with you. I REALLY don't. But, our long distance relationship is really contributing to this. Sigh. Do you know how much i love you. I never love a guy as much as I love you. No mood and not feeling well after the fight. I hate you. I hate you so much.
Why there is so many obstacles for us to see each other? :(

Thursday, August 25, 2011

So sick

So sick of love song, so tired of tears. *am i right? taram je lyrics. LOL

I'm sick for few days. Yesterday I already recover from fever but after the buka puasa and karaoke session. I had fever again. Swallow panadol ( I had to :( ) and straight away went to sleep, off the fans and cover myself with blanket. But before I sleep, text my dear let him know that Im sick.


coconut moon head, you're ready? since everybody got a pride...


Mr C call. I think he was mai-mai and still asked my condition. Seriously I had to push my ear hard against the phone so that I can understand to what he said. Btw, I was touched :')

Today my cough and flu are getting worst. I have to rely on... these two. Hope I will feel better tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Just for laugh :)

Newton said: Prove that (2/10) = 2
1) Medicine students : Joke !
2) Science students : Impossible!
3) Management students : This is out of syllabus!
4) Art students : This is nonsense!
4) Engineering students : Its easy.

W=23rd letter
O=15th letter
E=5th letter
N=14th letter
WO/EN = (23+15)/(5+14)
= 38/19
= 2

*Engineer are never worried for the
they will only ask :

That is ENGINEER :)

ps/ I want to get well now. I want to go out 'berbuka puasa' with my long time no see friends. Get better better better!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011


Looking at my friend's photos going for vacation here and there with her boyfriend.  She bought a DSLR. She get to do whatever I wish of. I know, she is rich.

I should stop envy of other. I can have those one day with my effort. P-a-t-i-e-n-c-e.

A big thanks to everyone.

It's been quite a while since the last time i open my blog. Many new changes and I am still figuring out how to use the new blog.

I just want to thank god and the universe for listening and fulfilling my wish. I would like to thank my friends, Intan and Met for helping me to send the recheck letter to my university. And last but not least, thank you to my family and my dear boyfriend for supporting me.

I promise that I will study hard to maintain my result :)

Thank you. *hugs

Saturday, July 2, 2011



Every time when I need you, you are not by my side.
When I am bored, you must have other things to do.
This is sucks and it makes me...


Urghhh...... I want to go shopping and buy lots of trendy clothes. I am lack of clothes and it feels so outdated and no confident wearing old clothes. Get what I mean? Those old clothes lower my self esteem. Wearing new stylish clothes boost up the confidence level in ourselves. Or is it myself only? :p

Big tauke, faster give me my salary. I don't know how much I will earn. Imma so SO SO EXCITED! My first salary although that day I already got RM100+ for May, that didn't count. Can't wait!

Toodles! (:

Friday, June 24, 2011

So true.

For me,the top part can change into he. This is what happen to me. I should remember that. 

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Latest update

  1. WORKING at Newbox Karaoke as a waitress for almost a month already.
  2. BROKE. Soon, i will announce that i am officially bankrupt. i can't wait for my salary which i will get for another 10 days.
  3. TRAPPED in a jail. just kidding. I feel this way because i seldom go out. the reasons why are financial constraints, don't know the road here and friends are unavailable to hang out with me. all of them are busy studying and working. those who are working, when they are free while i am not. so, we miss the time to update about each other.
  4. MISS my boyfie. We did not see each other for more than a month. :( 
  5. CRAVING for roasted chicken and korean bbq. so yummeh!
  6. SISTER will fly to Korea soon. further her master studies at gwangju. Congratulations sister! you make us proud and this means i have to improve myself more so that i can be at the same level as you.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Doing nothing in a new place is difficult

Staying at my bro's house, doing nothing. I am waiting for the call. Yesterday I went for the interview, I hope everything will go well.

This afternoon I went to Pavilion with my friend from Unimap. Thought want to watch movie, but cinema is full. Ended up, eating desert at Snowflakes. Brain freeze because lots of ice! Then window shopping. Check out the shoes at Vincci suddenly the base of my sis in law shoe which I was wearing tercabut. I have to buy new shoe. Sliding around to look for new shoe, bought a navy blue shoe for RM75. I saw Amber Chia there too buying Vincci shoe. So cheap. LOL. Ok that RM75 shoe bite my feet, damn it. Quite expensive and it's not comfortable. So not worth it! :( I bought Sticky candy for Rm19.90. I spend RM100++ today. Heart hurts cos now I am broke :( For me who don't have much, 100 ringgit is a lot!! Spent RM100++ for something that is not too useful. Should spend my money more wisely before I got any work.

I miss my mom, home, my bed and my other half one. :(

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Work work

I'm going to KL in another 14 hours. I'm quite lazy to work actually. I just feel like want to stay at home, wake up in the afternoon, eat, sleep, watch tv and online. I know it's boring, but part of me feels like want to continue this routine. But work??? Ergkkkkk, never had experience before.

Anyhow, I must work! I want MONEYYYYYY!!! So that I can go vacation with my beloved and buy things that I love.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Everything is different now

I am tired.
A lot of things have been going on in my mind. I'm not sure whether I'm thinking too much or is it something wrong going on. I hope things wont change. But, it's different now. I really don't have the energy to put a smile on my face. Please give me courage to face this.

If there's a will, there's a way.

Sunday, May 15, 2011


is it wrong to put high hope? seriously, u r hurting me right now. i think i'm the one who is being crazy all over you. my mum is right. i shouldn't put 100% in this relationship. at last it will hurt me much. yes, it is happening now. u r making me feel like i'm the one who is in love with you and you don't even care much. am i just a bounce back girl to u? someone who will be there for you when u r feeling bored? to spend time? i don't feel u care much bout me like i do. until now, u never really make me secure with your love. i shouldn't put high hope ya? then what's the point of this relationship?........................ u should know what u feel. take your time and think. do u really love me?

Saturday, May 14, 2011


Aren't they lovely? Love you all. :)
 Never get bored going out with you two.
 Friendship forever.

Untunglah dapat kawan macamni :)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Home sweeeet home!

From the title it's obvious that I'm at home. Finally! I can bath for long hours, wash my hair, remove all the dirts and smell the smell of my bathroom. My hostel bathroom is still OK but toilet, phewww, you cannot breathe when you are in it. Lol lol. So glad to be at home. Words just cant describe my feelings. And yeah i am surfing the net from the living room then my mum who is laying on a sofa suddenly ask me a question.

"Are you couple with him?" smiling sheepishly.
Me errrrrr and keep on laughing "Why don't u guess"
Mum "If you want me to guess, that means both of you are couple".


"Have both of you ever kiss?" Omgg.. I said no! Mum LOL. Shame shame.
I ask her whether she's mad with me for dating him, she said she's not mad. She just wants me to focus in study and do not get distracted.

I'm just glad that mum knew bout it. I am planning to tell her soon, but yeah I'm not ready. Nervousssss yawww!  So, everything is ok. So glad to be at home and so glad mum are ok with me and him. :)


Love you mum and him. :D

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Mugging mugging mugging study study study!

Nothing to blog about. I am mugging. Not good enough. Must work harder. So many things to do.
Subjects that I need to cover :

  1. German
  2. Engineering Mathematics
  3. Thinking Skills
  4. Bahasa Melayu Universiti
  5. Introduction to Polymer
  6. Engineering Mechanics
At the moment I already finish revising the methods in maths, I have to do exercises and most important do past year questions. I think I studied German already but for me, still not enough. Have to brush up my pronomen(pronoun) and memorise the schulsachen (school stationery/stuffs). *bite finger nails* can i do it? 



IF I DO GET 3.9 AND ABOVE, I WILL TREAT U MAMAM :D do remind me ok! hehee WISH ME LUCK!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2011


My biggest dream is to travel around the world.
Oversea seems to be so nice. The weather. It's because the 4 seasons. The grass look greener and the skies look more blue. Feels like want to lie down on the grass.

I will be determined. Study hard and smart. Graduate with first class honour. Get a high paid job and weeee can go vacation with my loved one.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Positive thinking

lately my email had been blocked and the people in my surrounding really annoys me a lot. really a lot! everything doesn't go so well for me. i am a little bit feeling stress but small part in my head keep thinking that i should think positively and yeah everything goes well for me. now my email is unblocked and i can use it again. it's very important  for us to keep trying trying and trying. don't ever give up. now it's time for me to study and stay focus. must work hard from now on. the universe can hear us. God will help us.

Good luck to everyone! :)

Friday, March 11, 2011

My new breath

At last, I'm in love.
I never felt this way before. 
Please treat me nicely and never hurts me.

8th of Mac 2011, it's when it all begins.

I love you my dear.