Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Doing nothing in a new place is difficult

Staying at my bro's house, doing nothing. I am waiting for the call. Yesterday I went for the interview, I hope everything will go well.

This afternoon I went to Pavilion with my friend from Unimap. Thought want to watch movie, but cinema is full. Ended up, eating desert at Snowflakes. Brain freeze because lots of ice! Then window shopping. Check out the shoes at Vincci suddenly the base of my sis in law shoe which I was wearing tercabut. I have to buy new shoe. Sliding around to look for new shoe, bought a navy blue shoe for RM75. I saw Amber Chia there too buying Vincci shoe. So cheap. LOL. Ok that RM75 shoe bite my feet, damn it. Quite expensive and it's not comfortable. So not worth it! :( I bought Sticky candy for Rm19.90. I spend RM100++ today. Heart hurts cos now I am broke :( For me who don't have much, 100 ringgit is a lot!! Spent RM100++ for something that is not too useful. Should spend my money more wisely before I got any work.

I miss my mom, home, my bed and my other half one. :(

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Work work

I'm going to KL in another 14 hours. I'm quite lazy to work actually. I just feel like want to stay at home, wake up in the afternoon, eat, sleep, watch tv and online. I know it's boring, but part of me feels like want to continue this routine. But work??? Ergkkkkk, never had experience before.

Anyhow, I must work! I want MONEYYYYYY!!! So that I can go vacation with my beloved and buy things that I love.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Everything is different now

I am tired.
A lot of things have been going on in my mind. I'm not sure whether I'm thinking too much or is it something wrong going on. I hope things wont change. But, it's different now. I really don't have the energy to put a smile on my face. Please give me courage to face this.

If there's a will, there's a way.

Sunday, May 15, 2011


is it wrong to put high hope? seriously, u r hurting me right now. i think i'm the one who is being crazy all over you. my mum is right. i shouldn't put 100% in this relationship. at last it will hurt me much. yes, it is happening now. u r making me feel like i'm the one who is in love with you and you don't even care much. am i just a bounce back girl to u? someone who will be there for you when u r feeling bored? to spend time? i don't feel u care much bout me like i do. until now, u never really make me secure with your love. i shouldn't put high hope ya? then what's the point of this relationship?........................ u should know what u feel. take your time and think. do u really love me?

Saturday, May 14, 2011


Aren't they lovely? Love you all. :)
 Never get bored going out with you two.
 Friendship forever.

Untunglah dapat kawan macamni :)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Home sweeeet home!

From the title it's obvious that I'm at home. Finally! I can bath for long hours, wash my hair, remove all the dirts and smell the smell of my bathroom. My hostel bathroom is still OK but toilet, phewww, you cannot breathe when you are in it. Lol lol. So glad to be at home. Words just cant describe my feelings. And yeah i am surfing the net from the living room then my mum who is laying on a sofa suddenly ask me a question.

"Are you couple with him?" smiling sheepishly.
Me errrrrr and keep on laughing "Why don't u guess"
Mum "If you want me to guess, that means both of you are couple".


"Have both of you ever kiss?" Omgg.. I said no! Mum LOL. Shame shame.
I ask her whether she's mad with me for dating him, she said she's not mad. She just wants me to focus in study and do not get distracted.

I'm just glad that mum knew bout it. I am planning to tell her soon, but yeah I'm not ready. Nervousssss yawww!  So, everything is ok. So glad to be at home and so glad mum are ok with me and him. :)


Love you mum and him. :D